revisit

it has been more than a year i guess. why im here is only because im having doubts.

about what's next. now that i've been dating aisha for more than a year, i guess she's beginning to get bored of me. judging from the amount of time we spend away from each other.

im also having that familiar feeling from post korean sad drama watching. gaahhh why am i feeling this way. its like i gave up on love. bored from love. cos its not like what i've watched on tv/dramas. i dunno why am i feeling this way. like after poly, life has no definite path. i'm not sure what to do anymore. just counting days till i go in. sigh. how how how. i dunno how. i dunno what to say or do anymore. so many feelings in my heart. so many things to think about in my head. sigh if only someone would understand what im talking about.